Marching On

It has now been almost seven months since leaving the work force.  For the first five months, I checked available jobs almost daily.  I applied for a few with no avail.   As time went on, I found myself looking weekly.  Now I might look every couple of weeks, but in my heart I know I don't really want to ever go back. 
I have no problem filling my time with housework, cooking, reading, resting and spending time with grandchildren.  In fact, there are things I want to get done that still sit undone.  Soon spring and summer will be back, and there will be plenty to do outdoors as well. 
I am learning more about the world through reading and documentaries.  There is time for soul searching and attempting to learn to live in the present moment.  The following is a list of things that I need in my life in order to be a complete human being:

alone time

yoga

plenty of sleep

silence

books

family

nature

fresh air

I am learning to embrace who I am and not be ashamed of what is needed in my life to fully realize myself.  Acceptance of my introverted nature and need for time away from people is being realized.  It is okay to be who you are!  What a freeing thought.

Maybe I will have to go back to work someday and if so, I will accept it the best I can.  Maybe my dream will continue as it is, and for that I will be most grateful.


Thought for today:   You shall know the truth, and the truth shall set  you free.  John 8:32